This question keeps lingering in my head. For the past year, my priority has been college and getting good grades. I’ve also realized that happiness shouldn’t be something that we put last on our list.
Next on my list was getting a job. After turning 17 a couple of weeks ago, I’ve turned my attention on earning money, mostly for my future years ahead as a college student and also for random expenses. I wanted to afford my own things, without having to rely on my parents for money. I wanted to start saving for the future.
But what’s more important that the future? The present of course. I keep thinking of the possibilities of deaths. As much as I’d love to save for my future life, it’s good to think of, again, my true priorities. My true priority is my family. I haven’t seen my grandmother for 8 long years, and I honestly think that it is more important to be with her than be with some materials that means nothing in the end.
What if I die tomorrow? What if she does? I know that it’s such a bad thing to think about, but that’s the perspective I look at. I need to save up for a plane ticket to try and see her. I miss her so much; I can’t even put it into words. She is just like a mother to me: a lady who raised me for most of my childhood… She is so crucial to my life.
I love you, Nanay. I hope you live a long and healthy life.
What is your true priority? Make sure that you pay attention to it before it’s too late. Life is short enough; make the best of it.